Lovisa's Blog

Back again. Noticing how difficult it is to stay consistent when I'm in environments where there is little eros and a lot of inner resistance. Which I believe is true for all anyone wanting to be in a higher state. I'm reminded of what Ram Dass said "If you think you are enlightened, stay a week with your family." I also believe that the journey is to keep leaning in, no matter how many times we 'fail'. That the only way out is through. 

Today, however, I wanted to explore AI, or LLMs, Large Lang...

I'm not a Divine Diva, nor a Seductress, nor an inner Courtesan - but I love to aspire to these archetypes. What I am, though, is a playful truth-seeker who loves to flirt, especially with other women - when I'm not a fighter.

I remember my first fight from when I was in third grade. A girl had been spreading lies about me, and I met her outside the school building and we had a real fight. I was practicing Judo, so it wasn't too hard to win. I still remember how much my body was shaking and how d...

The irony of teaching women that we need to be with other women to turn on, is not lost on me. It's like a big cosmic joke. Because I don't like hanging out with women on a group level, generally. It's too complicated for me to figure out the power balance, who has an unknown agenda, who isn't expressing their needs, who wants something but doesn't know it, who feels threatened etc. As a teacher I've learned how to handle it, but I find it exhausting trying to deal with women in groups privately...

Why is daily, preferably naked, dancing so important in Awakening Feminine Leadership? Because it is like any meditation practice, or yoga or breath practice, or whatever ritual we do in the morning, it helps us come home to the body. It helps us wake up our connection to life-force, to joy, and to flow. Despite having been teaching this for nine years, I still forget to dance, especially when I'm around a lot of people, and when I'm stressed. Now some of you might say; but I'm always around peo...

A long time ago, I was asked by someone whether I believed in evil. With a high level of self-assuredness, and a slight laughter, I said no. I said I only believed in distortions of the ego, and low levels of consciousness. Lately, I've been having doubts. Maybe evil is part of the fabric of existence itself? 

Yesterday evening, as part of doing research for my upcoming fantasy book, I had a conversion with ChatGPT about evil, and together we dissected evil through the lens of many philosophers...

I just read a Substack article on the power of non-consistency for women, and how forced consistency doesn't work well with our cyclical bodies. Which I agree with. A similar wisdom is offered by Human Design, where I'm taught, as an emotional generator that commitments are quite challenging for me, and should be avoided, if possible.

After the relaunch of the website June 7, I decided, somewhat foolishly, to restart the delivery of these blog posts five days a week. The starting happened to tak...