Yesterday morning, after feeling quite low when I woke up, I had one of the deepest transmissions of the Divine Sensual Feminine that I've experienced so far. The magic took place during a 30-minute practice over zoom with an unknown woman across the Atlantic ocean. We laughed, cried and we were so taken, so surrendered, while feeling invincible, that it felt like a lesson, a transmission, and a foresight; a guide that felt like a stern convent Mother Superior, telling us to straighten up our backs, stop moping around and be of service, while also seducing us to just keep surrendering, while bringing in more and more joy. (Depending on whom I'm practicing with, it's more or less seductive). All happened flowing back and forth, like a wave, or an orgasm, peaking, and collapsing. 

I keep reflecting on the difference between surrender and showing up, and how they most beautifully co-exist. If you experience both, how do they express in you? And if you experience one at a time, how do you navigate that?